My Blog

i have been a little busy dealing with my own little world lately.
i have been up from a pesky downfall, yet again here i am surviving the cruelty of life’s do’s and dont’s.

i have been blessed for so many things,
i have been given unforgettable gifts.
and i have encountered unforgivable  words.

so here i am right now..
writing on my blog.
my mind’s been coiled and hastily untangled.
i don’t remember half of what i’m posting.
but one thing for sure..
it’s a little peek from my soul.
i’m trying to reach to some important people
who little did they know has been missing
a great part of my life’s story.

late last night,staring blankly on my ceiling.watching my shadow sway as the air blow from the open window and tilt my candle’s glow.
i asked myself…
why did i end up here?
where i am right now?
do i deserve to be deserted?
i thought,
i have been so strong for a long time…and if ever i gave up,would i end up here?
would i learn?

a sudden rush of cold sweats and a slow warm tears started falling.
i am longing for my mother’s warm caress..for my little niece’s sweet voice and for my father’s wisdom.
sadness filled my heart and loneliness occupied my soul.
i closed my eyessssss….
and drifted away to my long undesirable nightmare….

to be continued…=P